A Mommy’s Gift to Jesus

Jesus, there are 10 days left for Christmas!!!

I haven’t got anything special done for you

There’s so much I wanted to do

There’s so much I wanted to be

But this year has gotten the better of me

Now there’s 10 days left for Christmas

And I’m scrambling for time and energy to make it special for you

 

I had thought of an amazing gift for you: the very best of me

The purpose-filled, high-energy, go-getter version of me

But life has to be done

Problems have to be solved

People have to be cared for

Things keep breaking that need mending

Household equipment, health, hearts, relationships

And before I know it, all that I got from you in the morning

Is spent by evening, leaving me empty again

 

No matter how much I try

To set aside everything else to be with you

Only with you, wholly with you

There are interruptions, distractions, temptations

And the unending care-giving

And at the end of the day, my exhausted body caves in and….

It’s another day closer to Christmas

 

So, Jesus, since you have been with me through it all

And you know the details inside out

I feel safe to say to you, Jesus

Unfortunately, this is all I’ve got ☹

 

This is the very best of me:

 


The struggling mommy

The coping mommy

The trying mommy

The scrambling mommy

The winging-it mommy

 

So, all I have to give you for Christmas:

Is this aching body housing this peaceful soul, mind and heart

This living sacrifice that keeps slipping off the altar

But keeps climbing back on

This daily commitment to be set apart for you

To do every day to please you

 

Please accept this gift and make it into whatever you want for Christmas, Jesus! Amen!

 “… by the mercies of God, present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.” Romans 12:1


 

If you can’t see the video, click here

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3iG1gkW9R0

 

 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

The 'F' word

Image
I had lived 14 years, succeeding at everything I touched in the world. Then one cloudy day, I stood staring at my corrected Physics paper which read ' 4 out of 20' . The teacher was merciful to me: she gave me my paper last so everyone was busy looking at theirs and didn't see my reaction. My brain was scrambling to process this brand new information: for the first time in my life, ever, I had failed. My best friend and my chemistry teacher were the 2 people in my life who held me up at that time and because of their unconditional love, I could bear to face the entire school the next day. Looking back, I can't blame them: who wouldn't gossip about the vice-minister of the blue house who failed in something everyone else had passed in? Quite predictably, I never learnt any physics after that but 'did well' in my board exams all the same. As life went on, I succeeded at failing at things I actually loved and poured my heart and effort into: jobs and m...
Read more

10 things about motherhood that I wish I knew before becoming a mother

Image
This week 10 years ago, I was making the huge transition from ‘I’m a barren woman waiting for a baby’ to ‘I’m a mother and my 3-month-old daughter is coming home soon!’   This week 10 years ago, the sight of baby clothes, the smell of baby powder and the feel of baby diapers brought a huge smile on my face instead of the usual streams of tears.   This week 10 years ago, my life changed irreversibly and I have lived the best 10 years of my 42-year-old life. The heavens had opened and God showered on us a season of immense favour after what seemed like an eternity of wandering in the desert.   In these 10 years, I served through only two short hospitalizations for family members in comparison with 7 hospitalizations with family members and 6 times being hospitalized myself in the decades prior. I’m not even counting the very many accidents, surgeries not requiring hospitalization and other caregiving adventures. Through all these experiences, God had taught me ...
Read more

LISTEN

Image
Like any other busy mommy, I find my brain wandering away for a little private picnic in the land of imagination every once in a while because a real picnic is nowhere on the horizon. On one such trip, it came up with a messymiraculousmommy's list of recommendations for new inventions: A self cleaning house: No need for dusters, brooms, pans, mops, scrubbers, washcloths when you have a self cleaning house. Whenever a stain or some dirt appears, that part of the house just eats it up. Three advantages: [a] the more dirt the house eats the stronger it gets [b] kids can enjoy being as messy as they wanna be [c] house is always clean without mommy doing anything! A mischief detector: When a mischievous plan is being cooked up, the mischief detector goes off, letting the mischief planner know that his or her game is up. Mommy doesn't even need to know about what she didn't need to handle. The super duper multi level planner: a computer t...
Read more